I know it's far too late, and it's a long time coming, as well as a post to a guild that's almost dead as it is, but;
I'd like to apologize for both my past OOC character as well as how I handled situations. I was a very young man, and while that is no excuse, I believe I have moved on from that point. Lhaa, Aiwendil - I very much appreciate your steady and level headed leadership during that era, as well as your ability to point out my flaws and areas of improvement. It is a sad fact that I felt like I had to lie to people to achieve popularity or goals, but one that remains as a tarnish on my reputation.
I believe my RP was exemplary, but my OOC attitude and conduct was not. While I feel like I have contributed greatly to PlaneShift and have been a mainstay, I would not like this blemish to remain. It has plagued me greatly, and should I wish to return to the game, I would like to come back with a new chance to create meaningful relationships not based on deceipt or treachery.
Despite whatever circumstances may have arisen during my time, and my poor decision making out of character, I would like to request forgiveness, and remove the red ink from my blotter.
Should this not be possible, I will instead retreat and continue to offer whatever services possible I can to this community out of selflessness and love for the wonder and magic it has to offer. Whatever documents, laws, or RP guides I may have submitted, or characters that may remember me; good luck to all of you, and there is still a very alive and beating heart in this game.
I joined this game at the age of 13, and was obviously not ready for it. I believe both the Outlaw family and Lhaa and Aiwendil gave me a sense of direction, that while perhaps not fulfilled in my previous attempts, may be able to come to fruition. In parting, thank you all.
