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Fan Area => The Hydlaa Plaza => Topic started by: seperot on March 15, 2005, 01:07:22 pm
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Greetings all,
Most of you know me as Seperot You envision the mad flamer, master of spam, world\'s worst speller, and generally stupid individual whose posts need to be taken with a pinch of salt. No doubt as you read this you\'re thinking I\'m on some rant about my peeves with vampires, or newbies, or Annah, or... one of my other pet peeves...
In one sense, that is why I\'m making this post, but not with my usual motives. After talking to a few people, having finally finished with my blood hunt on Moogie, I\'ve come to realize that I\'m stuck in a hole... A very, very deep hole.... So deep, in fact, that it\'s near impossible to climb out of. Having realized that, I instinctively want to climb on out. This cannot be done, however, by simply changing my tone in relation to people, since acceptance of change takes a long time if no real recognition and will to change is shown. The only way I can really hope to get out of this is by posting/asking for acceptance in my change. I wish to stop this rolling ball of flaming hate that posts out of spite and whose few decent posts are tossed aside as \"another Seperot post\".
Perhaps I\'m asking too much, but this is an honest post and I\'m asking honestly for change(and help).
From now on, I will be using the IC/OOC more since Seperot the Enki will stay, for the most part, the same, just not hunched over with a big troll club lurking....
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Recognition comes at the cost of self, change and people will notice it, Im not sure you can ask people to see you differently like that, but eh, it\'s worth the try
Good luck with your new life
/me hands Seppy a ladder to get out of the hole *i\'ll help if I can*
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Its a strange world the one we\'re living indeed. People always told me that u could won the award \"Master of Flamming and Anoying\" but now u writte this..
People change, some for better, some for wrost, ur changing for better, and thats god.
Good luck then.
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I\'d just like to tell everyone that Sep is serious, and he does understand what he\'s doing and what it will take. This is not some hoax, nor is it a half-baked attempt to win popularity. He seriously wants to improve, and he has my full support.
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Bleh, whatever.
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aww common xordy boss, seppie justs wants to start over. i know you dont give a damm but hey it wouldn\'t hurt would it ?
well you have my support, which dosen\'t add up to much as its almost a negative number cause of my rep (if i have one) but hey evey penny does count right ?
well, iam sure you know what your doing. i hope you reach your goal.
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did you just flame yourself?????!!!! ;)
I just noticed you were very passionate about your opinion like most of us are.
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I don\'t get it. You wrote that asking for forgiveness about your past, or you want people to accept your change?
If you\'re asking for forgiveness, why do you care? Just change, those that will forgive you will forgive you, those that won\'t - hell with them.
If you\'re asking people to accept and confirm your change, why do you care? Just change, who cares if people like it or not.
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The man asks for forgiveness, then he asks for help...he moves to change his ways...No need to question it, no need to mock it...all you need to do is smile and say goodluck with your new leaf. Everyone deserves a second chance!
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Originally posted by SaintNuclear
I don\'t get it. You wrote that asking for forgiveness about your past, or you want people to accept your change?
If you\'re asking for forgiveness, why do you care? Just change, those that will forgive you will forgive you, those that won\'t - hell with them.
If you\'re asking people to accept and confirm your change, why do you care? Just change, who cares if people like it or not.
You really have no idea what you\'re talking about, do you? Leave Sep alone.
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I\'m ok with it, although I don\'t know who you are, seeing as my pc still won\'t run ps :D
2 Notes: I got a new pc, but I don\'t have a hard drie yet, it is a 733mhz p3 with some really good nvidia gfx card (around a 5200fx) Also, there seem to be a lot of these posts asking for forgiveness/help/etc...
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Originally posted by Phinehas
Originally posted by SaintNuclear
I don\'t get it. You wrote that asking for forgiveness about your past, or you want people to accept your change?
If you\'re asking for forgiveness, why do you care? Just change, those that will forgive you will forgive you, those that won\'t - hell with them.
If you\'re asking people to accept and confirm your change, why do you care? Just change, who cares if people like it or not.
You really have no idea what you\'re talking about, do you? Leave Sep alone.
Seems more like you and DepthBlade have no idea what you two are talking about. Leave me alone.
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Coming from a former troll, it\'s not impossible to turn a new leaf over. But just remember there are some who are too ignorant to look past your mistakes, and will take a grudge on you and maybe even accuse you of being false in your intentions. Some people are just stubborn that way. I say ignore them, keep posting in an improved fassion and try to stay out of conflicts. I\'m glad your trying to reform yourself, but remember you don\'t have to keep great grammar all the time. Misspellings, attitudes and such are fun in a roleplay setting and the occassional IRC channel chat :P
Good luck seperot, keep a straight face. Although the fact your posting a thread about turning a new leaf is cheesy and uneeded, keep on truckin. Try and moderate your posts and I don\'t see a problem with your reformation.
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-=laughs=-
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Aw. That\'s so cute.
And me without my camera...
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Sounds good to me.
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Just noticed that a paragraph \'disappeared\' from my original post.
Interesting, as I didn\'t get any note in any way about a problem with that paragraph, wich I suppose means that no one had any problem with it. If they had, they\'d tell me not to write anything like that again, right? So it must\'ve disappeared spontaneously.
Also interesting as the paragraph that disappeared contained no offencive materials in any way, and didn\'t insult anyone directly or indirectly. And of course, didn\'t go against any of the (inexisting) public rules of posting in this board.
So I guess that I\'m free to repost that paragraph as long as I\'m not told specifically that it had anything wrong with it, and shown any written rules upon wich it is based. Afterall, how would I know it\'s not allowed? For all I know it could be that it was removed accidentally, and then I might post it again and again until it seizes to \'magically\' disappear.
Oh well, atleast I\'m not questioning any moderation actions in public, I\'m just noting the magical disappearance of a paragraph.
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Originally posted by SaintNuclear
Originally posted by Phinehas
Originally posted by SaintNuclear
I don\'t get it. You wrote that asking for forgiveness about your past, or you want people to accept your change?
If you\'re asking for forgiveness, why do you care? Just change, those that will forgive you will forgive you, those that won\'t - hell with them.
If you\'re asking people to accept and confirm your change, why do you care? Just change, who cares if people like it or not.
You really have no idea what you\'re talking about, do you? Leave Sep alone.
Seems more like you and DepthBlade have no idea what you two are talking about. Leave me alone.
How do I not know what I am talking about? I basicly said everyone deserves a second chance...so I am wrong to say people deserve a second chance? Well if thats the case I hope you never go looking for redemption after your wrong doings because you won\'t get any :P
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DB: He means there is no need to tell everyone about the change if they see it in him. They will forgive him once they realize the change.
I must admit, if it wasn\'t for Phinehas backing it up, I\'d think it was a flame modded into this result.
Good luck my friend. You have my support, as you always have in the past.
~Monketh
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i know i shouldent post but i\'ll settle a few things...
first thing this is not a flame or anything i am infact being truthfull...
however i am not saying sorry for my past i never ever regret what i did what i am asking is that i wish to change hence forth :)
secondly the only post(s) here that has surprised me was Saint nuc..... i thank people from protecting me and saying to leave me alone but what you dont see is that Saint veiws things differntly from most and i know he was actually being nice in a differnt way (which i\'ll talk to him about in pm) so both sides leave out :)
Kixie - i am full aware of how this works and who will belive me and who will think its a ploy and the odd person who will just mock me (thank you Kiern) but im tired of the hole i dug myself and i wish to change in future of things :)
anyways again i shouldent have posted so ignore me otherwise :P
thanks for your support to the people who are giving it :)
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Originally posted by seperot
and the odd person who will just mock me (thank you Kiern)
Eh. I was actually referring to the people who made the \"leave poor sep alone\" posts. I don\'t want any pictures of you. :baby:
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Damn, I\'ll miss the days you are leaving behind but...what can ya\' do. Sometimes change is for the better, like when you have a turd sandwhich and you change it into a Ruben (hmmm all that corned beef and sourkraut...)
I\'ll be pullin\' for ya\' Seperot.
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seperot
Most of you know me as Seperot You envision the mad flamer, master of spam, world\'s worst speller, and generally stupid individual whose posts need to be taken with a pinch of salt.
\"mad flamer\"? Your flames contain to much poetic justice to be considered \'mad\'. I think everyone here enjoys your style of flaming. It is quite unique.
\"master of spam\"? Never found any post of yours I would consider real spam. At least not enough to call you a \'master\' *glares down Kixie*
\"worlds worst speller\" Ya right. Have you seen some of the posts by others? Prakticly unreedilbe. I would be lost without spellcheck, myself.
\"stupid\" Again, ya right. Anyone who does read your posts instead of listening to the \'shudup sep\' crowd can see you have some degree of intelligence.
And finally, everything written on a forum should be taken with a \'pinch of salt\'. Forum personalities are never who we really are. Admit it. That\'s why I never want to meet any of you on the street. I don\'t want to know who you really are.
In other words, turn over a new leaf or cling to your old one. You will always be accepted here.
A public message from the \'Sheeple\' Foundation.
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Meh i\'m actualy just the way i portray myself.. no need to lie or make myself seem \"cool\" as i could care less what you or anybody else thinks of me to be quite frank. Beside what i say pisses most of the \"sheep\" off anyway :P (but its the very fact that i am just the way that i potray myself that you probaly dont wanna meet me anyway XD )
Like moon says either leaf is good with me.. i prefered the old one but whatever :/ (i disdain people who get pressured to do what others want... do YOUR thing man.. not THEIR thing)
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dont worrie i am very much \"me\" if i wasent then my name wouldent be Seperot :) its just my approach to everything and how people are treated here on the forums by me. thats why i will be adding IC OOC
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I wasn\'t aware you had to be IC OOC on the forums.. if so i\'m screwed o.o i dont even play PS so i dont have a character to be in :P
\"A person is the smart... People are retarded\"
dont listen to how \"people\" baaahhh at you in thier bleating sheep voices they have no clue about what they are talking about.. especialy if they dont know you personaly (like lived with your for you whole life inside your skin) and therefore they arent qualified to comment :)