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Fan Area => The Hydlaa Plaza => Topic started by: cmhitman on January 13, 2004, 04:35:15 am

Title: College Dropout II: Discipline
Post by: cmhitman on January 13, 2004, 04:35:15 am: God i hate discipline, the idea of reliquishing the power to self govern; To give up mine own and follow some others so that i may gain wisdon...long term good...short term bad. Problem is that i\'ve been programmed from day one by television, modern ways...instant gratification is a pleasure...I need it...it is the crack rock to the base-head to me; The jolt cola and double shot of mocha for the cafiene freak ; The bootylicious hip-hop honey next door for the 18 yr. old virgin to me.
I want that shit, i need that shit, and the discipline it takes to dedicate myself to school seems unreachable
like i need instant gratification so much so that i don\'t even go to strip clubs now that i\'m 18... who needs a dick tease; If your naked in front of me and gesturing sexualy... I\'m gonna need it then and there, all over the club...on stage...the bar, champagne room, vip lounge...
see...I\'m too animilistic to make it at school
maybe i\'ll be a porn star
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Post by: snow_RAveN on January 13, 2004, 07:56:25 am: maby you should go join the army ? :P

Guess not
any way its your life to screw up not mine

you can do whatever you damm well want to do no ones stoping you ( unless your a terroist ) but at the end of the day do you like what your gonna become in the near future ?
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Post by: Axsyrus on January 13, 2004, 07:18:30 pm: eh??

oh, i see.. another brainwashed american :rolleyes:
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Post by: elscouta on January 13, 2004, 07:33:07 pm: poor guy...

if he were in France, he were hmm... well brainwash but with french stuff (Loft Story & Cie)... :D
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Post by: Monketh on January 13, 2004, 09:30:46 pm: Indeed, I know the feeling. Though it isn\'t quite as bad for me.
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Post by: cmhitman on January 15, 2004, 11:55:38 pm: good to find a fellow bretherin... My case is of the worst sort...
please...
any attention deficite, slobs like me... feel free to vent.
it helps when you know your not alone.
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Post by: Monketh on January 16, 2004, 12:10:59 am: Actually, you might just really have one of those mental disorders...
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Post by: cmhitman on January 16, 2004, 12:53:45 am: true
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Post by: dfryer on January 19, 2004, 08:24:46 pm: Discipline is not relinquising the power of self-government - it is a deliberate and conscious choice to sacrifice a short term benefit for some gain (yours or someone elses) but it is *always* your choice.

That\'s why it\'s so darned difficult - I was up till 1AM playing games and so I was unconcious for most of my Numerical Analysis class.
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Post by: cmhitman on January 20, 2004, 11:42:18 pm: well thanks for the definition...as if i didn\'t already know
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Post by: Rageburst on January 24, 2004, 12:39:09 pm: Here\'s an idea that might work for you. Take a martial arts course.... Try to find a serious one. It\'s a good way to build discipline and get exercise at the same time.

Another thing is that some people are built to be extremely repulsed to certain fields like computers, biology, teaching, chemistry, fitness... You just need to find one you think will be enjoyable. I hate biology with a passion even though I have a weird obssession with insects.... I would probably be an entomologist if computers hadn\'t got to me first.