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« on: April 23, 2007, 06:22:42 am »
This is my third edit: Neko, I didn't even know I got rejected haha. I thought my post had been deleted because it had been pushed down past the first page. The last reply I saw on that topic was the link to the application section of your mainsite....
To neko:
That is 100% the opposite of my goals. I have a busy schedule and I am very abrupt when I post topics on the internet and I usually put together a plan and then put it underway all at one time. Basically I had been thinking about this for a while and then I got on the forums, asked about being on staff, and then posted about he site, simply because I was thinking about the site and a good way to start off is to be on staff.
It is one of my greatest fears in life the people will think that I do things just to... well do things and be in control of people. Please, my friends, do not think of me like this. I promise that all I want is to provide a fun place for people to hang out, and if helping out here is how I can do that I don't mind at all. But I do know that the reason you thought that of me is because I am used to running the show and probably came around to you guys that way. It would be kind of like the person who originally made planeshift going onto the game runescape and then wanted to make another game or website for runescape.. obviously because of past experiences, leadership comes out in the posts he will make. So what you read might be me just being used to the one running everything, and when you do that is is very hard to become a member of other sites.
To bilbous:
All my sites are different, and I would like everyone here to know that I never even START a site before I have contacted the creator of the game or the owner of the current site. I have done that with Shadow-Grove and they gave me full rights to put up ads and do what I want.
Also, to maybe prevent further questions that may be unnecessary, I am very used to all of this and probably everything you throw at me has been thrown at me before, but please do not take that as overconfidence, I basically its like if someone gave me a rotten apple and I had never seen a rotten apple before, so I ate it, but then when other people try to offer the same thing, I know not to go there.
BTW I use a lot of stories like that to help people understand easier.
P.S. One of the reasons I applied for staff is because you are probably the 3rd group of people in a row to say the "We already have this why do you want to offer what we already have" ordeal, so I figured I would go ahead and apply before I got totally murdered on these forums hehe.
Fourth Edit: Another thing I have thought about is that from what I see you aren't too interested in a fan site, so I am not going to make one and since you would not like me on staff, I don't know if I can make the time to freely contribute (before someone slams me for saying that, the reason I wouldn't have time is because I only really want to do something if I am wanted to do it, and you guys don't seem to accept my ideas too well here ^^ which is fine with me, I understand that his is the internet and nothing more, so you can offend me if you would like, I have tough skin). But now that I know that you don't want a fansite, the question is do you even want me to be part of a contribution to this game? I love the game, I like the site design you have used for the site, but I already have 4 sites that are active and have maintenance required every day, so I don't have much time for volunteer work, but if the spot ever presents itself, I would like to contribute through things such as moderation or helping with website maintenance.
So basic outline of what I just said:
• I do want to help but my speciality is websites and forums so if I am rejected to help with those I do not know what else you would want me for
• I am not saying this topic is done for, I would like to know if my skills can be used anywhere, and my actions result on whether you say you can use me or you can't use me. As far as you trusting me, I really think that I have said enough where if you still think I just want this to be in control, please just think that and do not flame or try to offend me for it (neko I do not think you did because you were very polite in your post), but I know that such things can lead to hard feelings, and I would really rather just avoid that. If you do not approve of me, please keep it to yourself, it really does me no good to hear it coming from you because I already know that I am judged by everyone around me and my actions can't always change the way people think of me : )