Liadan put down the pen and stretched, looking out the window at the sun as it peeked above the horizon. The floorboards behind her creaked, and she started cleaning up her writing elements.
" I'll be out of your way soon, Mother," she apologized, gathering everything up and turned around. "Oh, it's you." Lucena stood in front of her, hands folded meekly and her head hung. Liadan briskly said, " I don't have time for this," walking around her sister.
"Mother said we need to talk," Lucena whispered. Liadan closed her eyes, then turned around.
"Talk? Talk about what, Lucena?" Liadan clutched her parchments close. "What should we talk about? About how you and my fiance, sorry, ex-fiance, ended up in our room?" Lucena's pale blue eyes welled up, her mouth opening and closing like a fish, but saying nothing. "It's been a month, Lucena, and there hasn't been a single apology from you. Not one! Just excuses!" Liadan felt her temper rising, and the volume of her voice, but she didn't care. She took off the ring she wore and held it an inch from Lucena's noice, "This was the ring he gave to me when he propossed. ME! Not you! And yet no one's asked how I feel. NOT ONCE! I am the victim here. Not you! You were just collateral damange, Lucena."
She paused, then pointed out the door, "You caused all of this, with your cow eyes, your feigned innocence. And look what it's done to the family. Father now has to worry more about who he hires, and every day he spends away from the mines, is money taken away from our family income!" Tears were streaming down her cheeks, but she didn't care, " Do you know what that means, Lucena? Huh? It means less new clothes for you! No more trips into town! No more blue hair ribbons!" Liadan spat the last words out, holding out the hair ribbon that started it all. "Everything, everything has consequences, Lucena, time to deal with your own!" Liadan screamed, as Lucena trembled, her bottom lip quivering as her sister's rage peaked.
No longer able to take it, Lucena fled the room, as her tears overflowed down her cheeks. Liadan watched her leave, then sank into a nearby chair holding her head in her hands, staring at the worn cloth of her dress.
Liadan had no idea how long she sat there. Her eldest brother distrubed her trance as he came in to close the shutters and light the lamp dangling from the ceiling.
"Liadan," he said softly touching her shoulder, after lighting the lamp.
"What?"
"How are you holding up?"
She didn't immediately answer, instead held up the ring she had shoved in Lucena's face. Finally she spoke, "Isn't it weird that I still have the ring he proposed with?"
Her brother took it from her, held it up to the light, examining it. "Well, he definitely had good taste. It has a ruby as a stone, which is rare than diamonds, and the ring itself is a silver/gold alloy, although I would be guessing farther than that. Very good taste in the design as well." He handed it back to Liadan who shot him a withering look.
"I suppose the question is, did he truly love me? Did he really care about me, as I am, or was it a transferance of who he thought I was?" Liadan said studying the design of the ring. "And why me? What did I do to deserve this?...it's not fair.." Her voice trailed off.
Her brother said nothing, but gave her a warm hug and kissed the top of her head. As he left, he turned as if he remembered something: "Liadan? The relatives arrive tomorrow. Mother needs both yours and Lucena's help to prepare."
Liadan grunted and wearily picked herself up and shuffled towards the door, glancing over her shoulder as the last ray of light plunged into darkness.