well, I know that the "usual suspects" will call me a whiner again, but that doesn't bother me anymore.
I'd just like to share some thoughts with you.
My friends, I was without internet for 6 weeks and couldn't play. I tried to follow the forums from my work but haven't read all.
I told my story about the problems with the phone-company ... read the answers yourself if you want:
http://hydlaa.com/smf/index.php?topic=30722.0Yesterday then ... it was my first chance to get back into the game, I missed that much.
Well, I logged in ... found myself in Hydlaa-Plaza ... my Buddy-List was all red and I wondered if there had something changed and maybe my Buddy-List was broken or something. Then suddenly a first green name appeared and short time later I found that person at Harnquist.
I thought about my long absence and tried to RP it as a "mystirious desease" that took weeks to be healed.....
We spoke a while and suddenly ... no more answers ...
Well, he still stood right in front of me, but seemed to have gone afk or lost in tells or whatever.
But nevermind I thought ... and left towards the tavern ... I saw some Chars on my way, but all looked somekind of lost ... well ... no known names around ... nothing happening ...
Hydlaa looked as a quiet boring place ....
I went back to Harnquist where I read many, many OOC talking in the main channel ... they used brackets, okay ... but there was not a single IC-Sentence there ... the friend, I talked to before ... still stood in the same place ... lost in tells .... whatever ... he looked bored.
I made my way ... visited the Arena, Magic Shop, went to Oja ... boring
Nothing left of the old PS-Feeling I had known.
I left ...
"So what ?", you will ask ....
Well, I think about leaving the game ....
I will think this over ... Christmas will give me time enough to think about it ... but I'm afraid, I will leave ...
Okay, okay ... I hear you talking .... "Stop whining ... just leave, we don't need you .... "
Yeah, okay ... I just wondered if anyone feels similar ... err ... or maybe some of you can give me some advice to prevent me from leaving ....
by the way ... if I should leave I would have about 120 steel-stock and many other items to give away to someone who deserves it.
Don't worry this will be the only posting about this issue ... I will not bother you anymore with my decision ... and whining ... and if anyone is interested in if I leave or not ... you will have to find it out in game ... or not.
I will visit the forums every now and then ... but ...
I wish you all a merry Christmas and may all your wishes come true ...
And for the new year ... the same as above !
Bye
Tolol