Greetings all,
Most of you know me as Seperot You envision the mad flamer, master of spam, world\'s worst speller, and generally stupid individual whose posts need to be taken with a pinch of salt. No doubt as you read this you\'re thinking I\'m on some rant about my peeves with vampires, or newbies, or Annah, or... one of my other pet peeves...
In one sense, that is why I\'m making this post, but not with my usual motives. After talking to a few people, having finally finished with my blood hunt on Moogie, I\'ve come to realize that I\'m stuck in a hole... A very, very deep hole.... So deep, in fact, that it\'s near impossible to climb out of. Having realized that, I instinctively want to climb on out. This cannot be done, however, by simply changing my tone in relation to people, since acceptance of change takes a long time if no real recognition and will to change is shown. The only way I can really hope to get out of this is by posting/asking for acceptance in my change. I wish to stop this rolling ball of flaming hate that posts out of spite and whose few decent posts are tossed aside as \"another Seperot post\".
Perhaps I\'m asking too much, but this is an honest post and I\'m asking honestly for change(and help).
From now on, I will be using the IC/OOC more since Seperot the Enki will stay, for the most part, the same, just not hunched over with a big troll club lurking....
