Greetings to ye, Sanzorizon
I be Roled Rolak. Tis possible, but tis hard indeed, to lead a life of pacificism in our harsh world. When first I wandered into Hydlaa, weak as a yulber, I thought me, "how can I earn tria fer me bread, if so many of the townsfolks willing to pay want the hides of beasts, or the leavings of Rogues and such?" I wandered, nearly starving, til two wonderful Yliakumians (?)took pity and befriended me. They fed me, and taught me how to survive at the begining of me journey. They also did me killing fer me when it twere required to earn rewards. Fer that I be grateful still! They know who they be...
I too didna want to kill anything, e'en rats, til I discovered that the rodents overrun some areas, specially in Ojaveda, and are a scourge to public health and safety. I determined me to pratice sword at least enough to dispatch the filthy rodents with one blow, so the mindless beasts wouldna suffer too much. Brado were grateful...
Since then I have tried to continue to not kill, cepting now I see that the monsters in the wilds will kill me with no reservation. Now me ethics have been altered by time in the Death Realm, and now I be willing to kill monsters in the wilds or the sewers, who come at me. And I still ask me friends who mind not, to do the deed against sentient beings. but only in self defense.
I admit to be not saintly nor pure in me stance. Twere a while there, a long story, when enchantments and loyalty brought me to a dark space when killing all who neared me seemed the thing to do. Me hopes, again with the aide of friends old and new, with the fellowship and acceptance of the esteemed House Cheshire, and with me new mentors in the Knowledge Seekers Guild, to whom I belong and be beholden, and in the Daughters of Xiosia, who be lights of peace and friendship in this world, not to mention BEAUTY! me hopes to raise a sword less and less often, and to study the healing arts and magics, to protect me and all who need from senseless violence as best I can learn. The way of healing magic be long and expensive, and I be still at the beginning of me journey.
(Fer some reason Roled understands not, he dreams that his 'client crashes' when he attempts entry fer the past month. His nightmares lead him to try many potions and incantantions involving the changing of options and buttons and drivers, but still when Roled wakes, he be in somewhere dark and inaccessible, not even the realm, and he longs to return to the true world of the Crystal)
Sanzorizon I look forward to meeting ye someday. I shall buy ye a full meal at Kada Els and listen to yer story, and see if I can help ye.
May the peace of Xiosia surround ye,
Roled