Hey all. I just found this thread. By the way, Stellan is a Diaboli. This spin-off grew from the ideas of players of Rigwyn, Karnath, Monala, and not least Aschatan, Fogil, Zylax and Rhinia of Ordo Phalanster - man, what a guild!

"Uh, will it hurt?" Stellan heard his own voice whimper. Zylax's sympathetic look and Karnath's sigh only confirmed the idiocy of his question.
Karnath had called this type of magic forbidden - what the **** had Rigwyn done! All his precious gray hair had not been for some stupid Kran wig after all! Stellan felt the sting of his own foolish assumption like a slap in the face.
If the curse would only follow the blood out of him, like Karnath said - it had to be done, it had to be tried, if just to hold Monala, and their child, for a time. Willing her lovely face to mind, he knelt - his legs were suddenly unsteady - and held his wrist out to Karnath. "I am ready."
The knife-edge was mercifully keen. Karnath intoned words in unfamiliar tongues. Terror gripped Stellan as blood coaxed from his opened vein pooled in the crack on the floor. Before the room faded, he wondered from Karnath's expression if something was wrong ... Then the screams and convulsions tore from his body.
It was a lie, what he'd heard about his whole life flashing before his eyes. He wasn't reliving steamy nights with alluring women, **** no. Instead he was numb with cold, alone, and utterly hollow. A series of mental images flicked dully backward, producing, unnaturally, none of the horror or remorse he had originally felt: Zylax, too late to save the dirty rogue messenger ... Blood gushing from a neck wound that couldn't be stanched ... The man, overcome by sudden misery and despair, slashing his own throat ... Screams of agony at Stellan's burning touch ... And, finally - or first of all, really - the potent words of the sealed scroll he'd ripped open like an impulsive fool:
By powers dark, and sacrifices made,
Be cursed, Stellan, as you read these words!
May your touch inflict a stabbing pain,
A hurt that bites and burns the flesh inside,
leaving sadness in its wake, and dreams of suicide,
May every shake, caress and kiss,
leave blistered sores and agony behind.