[Second installment of Sillamon's death, and the final crazy cracking of our beloved killer's mind.]
Barsidious hummed softly to himself amidst the faint flickering light of the sewers. The reddish hue of the room he'd chosen seemed to fit his purposes well, and he quickly set about chaining Sillamon to the wall, stepping back to admire his handiwork. He considered for a moment, and carefully placed his mask over his face, rough-hewn wood, breathing softly so that it whistled like a merry tune through the jagged, narrow mouth. His eyes darted with anticipation, side to side, then honing in strictly on where his prey now hung trussed and ready for the slaughter. His fingers dug around in his bags, and he sprinkled powder beneath the dwarf's nose in an attempt to rouse him.
Sillamon could feel an ache in his wrists, but was too drowsy to wake up. He tried to fall back asleep but could not. Having resisted the urge to get up, he began to realize just how intense the pain was. Finally the realization that he was not horizontal set in. Swinging his head left and right as if he could see, he called out "Hey! What...what's going on!" He could feel the floor with his toes, and stretched them out so as if to push himself up to relieve the pain in his wrists.
Barsidious cleared his throat softly, pulling a small metal knife from his pocket. Unlike the daggers of his usual liking, he eyed the stitches that knit the dwarf's lids shut and contemplated for a moment. "Now, now," he said, reaching forward to pat his cheek lightly. "There's a good one. Wake up, now, nice and easy. We need to have ourselves a conversation, and I like my debate partners to be mostly coherent. So much more interesting that way.” Giving himself the grace to smile, his mouth twisted into a feral expression, hidden but for the glimmer of his teeth that was visible through the small, thin slit. As though he were bearing his teeth. “Welcome back to the land of the living.”
As Sillamon placed more weight on his toes they began to ache. He dreaded the thought of bending his knees and shifting his weight back to his wrists - which still howled with pain. He shouted, "Oh! I know your voice! Your that man who... "
Barsidious slowly slid down to his knees, so that he was at a face to face level with Sillamon's. "That's right," he said. "I gave you food. And you enjoyed it, I imagine. I'm curious, though," he tapped the knife lightly upon the dwarf's cheekbone. "Why this stitching? It seems a bit excessive, does it not? Why not simply...remove it?" Leaning back with another low chuckle, he observed the frantic actions with a sadistic glee.
With a loud cry the dwarf shifted his weight from his toes back to his wrist as they twitched beneath his feet, barely able to bear the brunt weight of his body. He could feel his back bumping and scraping the wall as he did. He threw his head back defensively at the mans words - accidentally smacking it against the unforgiving stone wall. The touch of the knife had sent him fully into a panic, and the chilling words of the killer even more so, as he threatened to do the unthinkable to him. In desperation, he cried out, his voice quaking with fear and hoping to evoke any sort of empathy:
"No! You fiend!" He shouted, "For Xiosia's sake! Please leave my eyes alone! I beg you!"
Barsidious reached out in an attempt to clasp the dwarf's chin, to hold him steady. "Now, now," he said, bringing the knife closer to one of the stitches. "Believe you me, this will be much better for the process. It's all about seeing, you see, and I think this is a very nice metaphor, I simply cannot pass it up." He made a move to shove Sillamon's head hard against the wall to assure his motions wouldn't cause damage, and began meticulously cutting through the wiring
Sillamon squirmed as he felt the calloused hand grasp his face. He kicked his legs as the metal cuffs tore into the flesh around his wrist. As bright streaks ran down his arms, he felt the cold steel graze the baggy flesh beneath his eye sockets, then the crisp edge of the blade as Barsidious positioned it. He whispered as he pleaded - careful not to move too much, "Please, sir no! I'll do anything for you!"
Barsidious let out a soft sigh. "Shhh," he said, the tips of his fingers giving of a soft, gentle glow. "Be at peace," he said, his words taking on a smooth inclination, dripping from his lips like honey. He gently tapped at Sillamon's temple and pressed feelings of rest and relaxation into him. "Be still," he commanded. Emotions were such easy things to manipulate for him. Such useful tools that could be exploited quite excellently in such situations. Fragile as a flower, the subtlest of taps could make them furl and writhe at his command. He liked to attribute this more to their innate fragility, than to his own expertise with magic.
He observed as the nervous shivering in the dwarf's fingers and toes stopped. His breathing slowed and his fingers loosened despite the cutting of the flesh around his wrists. He pressed the floor with his toes once more to relieve the pain once more. "Please sir,” he whispered in a relaxed, almost drowsy drawl, "Let me go in peace."
Barsidious held the side of Sillamon's face as he continued to cut through the stitching, keeping up the soft lingering spell. "Oh, I shall, in more peace than you could ever imagine, dwarf," he replied quietly, voice humming happily from his throat. "I've a lesson to teach you, and you shall see that you are lucky to have been selected. Lucky indeed. Lucky to learn the Truth." Lucky indeed, he thought. Lucky indeed to have been this particular sacrificial lamb. When I plant your body...this perfect, pitiable body, the masses will know just how deep the corruption flows...
Sillamon hung as the stitching was severed, wondering why this stranger had not said as much before, but knowing better than to ask. Feeling his toes knot with pain yet again, two thin streams began to flow from the inner corners of his eyes - clearing a darkly outlined trail of brown that passed his nose and ended at the edges of his lips. He could feel the pressure of the blade against his eye lids, then a feeling of looseness as each stitch was cut free. From each eye sockets something slipped and landed on the floor.
Barsidious glanced down towards the objects even as he began to collect some things from his travelsack. Observing them, he slid the bag towards Sillamon, and strangely in an act of mercy, he placed it beneath his aching toes to alleviate some of the strain. Raising his arms, he loosened the chain, adding precious inches so that less pressure would be applied to his wrists. Finished with that, he moved to touch the brown substance with the tip of one finger. He began to collect the items into his palm as he leaned back, studying them, a chortle echoing in his throat. "Well," he mused. "Well, this is quite interesting." Glancing back to the dwarf, he abruptly released the spell of relaxation.
The dwarf felt the tips of Barsidious' fingers, coarse like tree bark. He could feel it swiping the mud that ran down his cheeks. Before he could mumble another word, he heard his voice once more, and a new tingling sensation traveled through him before it completely disappeared. His heart began to pound in his chest like a tribal drum. The panic that had faded way returned like unwanted relative. As spasms ran up and down his arms he began to scream and shake his fists as he stood on the sack that was placed beneath him.
Barsidious leaned back silently, the trinkets jingling in his hand. "Xiosia, goddess of life," he murmured. "Ah. And the...hm...truly?" He chuckled quietly. "Now I do think I've seen one of these before...and its symbol, well, is of an entirely different nature, is it not?" He watched the dwarf's tantrum with flat, emotionless eyes. "That's it...you're angry, aren't you?" The effigy of the goddess of life, and a black bead, the symbol of the killing black flame. What a lovely thing to be at odds. What a fascinating conundrum we have here! He suppressed the urge to howl with joy at this revelation, and remained for the most part stoic, though a trembling began to take his fingers. This shall be the greatest Truth of all.
Sillamon howled as the metal cut and pinched his flesh with each jerk of his arms. The feelings of emotional hurt and fear overwhelmed him - reducing him to a screaming, crying mess. He was almost too upset to answer, but managed to shout, "What? How could you say that!"
Barsidious shook his head softly from side to side, clucking his tongue against the roof of his mouth. His hand twitched, realizing that it was pointless to keep the helpless dwarf chained, and reached up with a key to drive it home into the lock. Without warning he twisted, meaning to disengage it. "Now," he said. "No need for hysterics. I'd like to have a nice chat...don't you think it would be better without so much sobbing and carrying on?"
Red in the face, Sillamon shouted at the top of his lungs, "What you're doing is wrong! Let me go!" As he did, he could feel a trembling in his knees; they felt like they would fold under his weight. A moment passed, then regret for his outburst began to set in as he wondered how his captor would react. He flinched as is anticipating a blow. Being at the mercy of a brute was not a new concept for him, and in his mind, he was perfectly aware of how their mannerisms were supposed to work.
Barsidious sobered, his laughter dying in his throat. No blow did the ylian throw, he merely sat and watched, his fingers twitching as he observed the dwarf. A long silence passed, filled only by his whistled breathing, which rasped harshly in his throat. Then, with a light, eerily calm tone, he inquired, "What is your name?"
Sillamon paused. He had expected the worst, but was puzzled. "My name?" he thought to himself, "What the?" He began to speak as dread made him flinch once more. He stuttered, then said as clearly as he could. "Sillamon. Sillamon Sallow, and I believe in Xiosia. May she have mercy on you and show you whats right." Sillamon squeezed his eyes shut and pursed his lips shut - expecting a to feel his fist connect with his face. Surely, now the blow would come.
But instead, Barsidious merely began to play with the two objects in his hand, curiously winding them slowly between his fingers. "Yes, yes, words I have heard many times before. Hollow things, really. The gods don't do much for us down here now do they? Just whispers in the deep." He raised his eyes and laughed wryly at the dwarf's continued flinching. "Come now, I'm not a barbarian. I said let us talk, so let us speak cordially."
My sickness runs far deeper than physical brutality, dwarf. The thought startled him to silence for a moment, curled the corners of his mouth downwards. No, no. My Truth. This is about my Truth. The Truth that shall set you free.
Loosening his face from the fearful, painful grimace it was in, the dwarf sniffed, then asked, "What is there to talk about now that you've done this to me? I would have told you anything over supper. What do you want to know?"
Barsidious continued to weave the tokens between his fingers. Another silence passed, and he inquired, "Are you a good man, Sillamon?"
Sillamon placed his head back resting it against the stone wall. He breathed in deeply, then slowly exhaled as he thought. After a moment passed he replied, "Yes. I'm not perfect, but I'm good enough."
Barsidious tilted his head, gazing at the dwarf through slits in his mask. "You will of course forgive me if I question the statement," he replied. "You see none of us are truly good at the core. You're rot. A reeking refuse, you see. You...me. The same." He raised a finger and pushed it into Sillamon's chest to demonstrate. "Like this brown ooze in your eyes," he continued, moving his finger up and touching the lids softly.
As Sillamon felt his fingertip, he turned his head away. Expecting the worst, he then asked, "What if I told you that you were good deep down inside, would you believe me? Or would you reject my truth and bury it under a pile of lies?"
Truth, he says! He proclaims to know what Truth is! Barsidious let out a rasping laughter, one that echoed in the room and bounced back again. "Mmm," he said. "You propose to tell me about truth, do you, Sillamon Sallow?" Out of his sleeve he drew a dagger, tossing it aimlessly and lightly in the air. "I will hear your truth, Sillamon. Only fair. And I'm all about equal exchange." His voice dipped low, holding a gravelly menace. "But then, I shall introduce you to mine."
Unaware of the knife, Sillamon continued, "You can hide from my truth with your laughter, you can fool yourself with it, but you can't fool me. Everybody is good at the core. Over time, people get bruised and hurt as they stumble though life. They get scarred and learn to hide...but deep down inside, that goodness remains. You can try to cover it up, but its still there.”
Barsidious stopped tossing the knife up into the air. With his fingers wrapped around the handle, he smiled again, a crack in his face, so wide that it made a split in his lower lip. He touched his tongue against the blood that trickled out, savoring this moment, savoring this naivety that he was about to joyfully shatter. "Good, am I, Sillamon Sallow? I do not think you quite understand the...gravity, of your situation." His hand flashed forward, blue light glittering on the tips of his fingers, forming a connection with the dwarf.
Sillamon 's body shook as Barsidious's hand met his head. He could feel a surge rushing though his body as his jaw dropped and his mind seemed to go numb.
Barsidious tilted his head to the side with a crooked grin, euphoria on his face, as he channeled images of his own past into the dwarf's mind. Fuzzy and vague, there seemed a depiction of some abusive past or other, one that ended in the death of presumably the accosters. Quickly, he filtered through in precise detail each of the fourteen murders he had committed, the letters TRUTH flashing bright red as the undercurrent. He showed their faces thrown back in agony, their eyes wide in terror, and then their chests holding the knife. Finished, he withdrew from the connection and leaned back, laughter still rumbling in his chest.
Sillamon vomited as his hands and legs trembled. Overcome with fear he tried to speak but his jaw chattered so much, he could barely utter a sound. He bit down on his teeth as hard as he could to still the smashing, then began to wail as he thought about the fear and suffering that each individual must have felt. He threw up once again, then raised his dreary head. With lips glimmering with saliva and twine of gravy like substance, he stuttered violently as he spoke. "There's ss.. some..th ..thing.. good ... d d d deep down.. insss sside. "Sss..ss...sstop.. hh hhh hhiding."
Barsidious was unfazed by the vomit, and by the scent of it. He wiped gently at Sillamon's face and rubbed the sticky substance between his fingers before wiping it in the dust. "You say so, do you? And what makes you think that what I'm doing is evil hm?" He stretched and stood, letting the vomit that had landed in his lap slide to the floor. "Tell me, dwarf. Do you let a blind man walk in circles, or guide him to where he needs to be?"
Feeling the urge to puke again, Sillamon pursed his lips shut, then leaned forward to heave, but nothing came out aside from a slithering bead of spittle and a litany of coughs. He sniffed - unable to wipe his nose in his sleeve, then replied as clearly as he could, "Deep down inside, you are good...but something on the outside is not. I don't need to be fixed or changed...and its not your job to do it either.”
Barsidious leaned back away from where Sillamon sat on the floor, nothing more than a puddle of tears and slobber. He studied again the items in the palm of his hand, running his thumb over them slowly, unmindful of the rotted fluid that coated them from where they were inserted in the dwarf's eyes. "Now, are you going to continue your babbling about false assumptions, or are you going to make me teach you this lesson the hard way, Sallow?"
Growing frustrated, Sillamon took a deep breath and hollered, "How can you not see what I see? Are you more blind than me?"
Barsidious chuckled lowly in his throat, a rasping sound, a low sound that made his mask rattle softly against his face. "Blind..." he repeats. "Perhaps, as you see it, I am blind. But you see, Sillamon. I will show you the Truth, and you shall understand." He holds the black bead beneath the dwarf's nose, between thumb and index finger. "Shall we start with what this is, hmm?"
Confused by what he meant by “this,” Sillamon twisted his head from side to side, then asked, "Whats what?"
Barsidious slowly dragged the bead beneath the dwarf's nose, and then brought it towards his hand, to let him feel it between his fingers. "Feel out of your eyes," he said. "Care to talk about it?"
Sillamon felt something warm and hard touch his fingertip. He rolled it between his thumb and forefinger as a puzzled look came over his face. "Whats this? A pebble? a pea?"
Barsidious leans forward to whisper into Sillamon's ear, his rugged wooden mask rasping softly against the stone wall, and possibly against the dwarf's cheek. "A little black bead," he replies.
"A what?" Incredulous, the dwarf's tone grated along the killer's nerves, as he began to realize that perhaps the dwarf had no idea the gravity of the item his eye had housed. He leaned back a bit and nodded slowly, observing to see if there is any reaction in Sillamon. "That's correct," he replied. "This means nothing to you, does it?"
Sillamon shook his head slowly - clearly confused. "Why's that important?"
Barsidious gave his head a curious cant. "You had no idea what was contained, knitted inside your own eyes, is that it?"
Sillamon began to stutter as he wondered just how sane his captor really was. "N n .. no? What do you mean by 'in my eyes'? Am I missing something?"
Barsidious took the bead back and rolled it between his fingers. "So you honestly had no idea....how...intriguing."
Not sure what to say, Sillamon swallowed, then said quietly, "I'm sorry, I really don't have a clue what you're talking about. Do you think that perhaps you could let me go now?"
Barsidious observed the dwarf for a prolonged, silent moment. Beneath the mask, some tears were glistening in his eyes, and he reached out his fingers to brush lightly against the dwarf's temple. A faint blue light shimmered, and he began to expertly weave his way into Sillamon's mind, his touch feather-light and soft, experienced in such manipulation. He carefully sought for the information he needed, the information he craved. All are guilty, he told himself. All are guilty. All that is needed is to find the incident, the rotted part, the Truth. His own panic was growing, a fear that he himself did not fully understand.
Sillamon began to sway back and forth a little, then shook his head as he tried to resist - feeling the effects of the spell. With his will to resist fading his face softened and his head moved with Barsidious's touch.
Barsidious tilted his head slowly, humming something beneath his breath, a shockingly soothing melody. "There's a good dwarf," he cooed, probing, searching for anything that might have to do with the dwarf's life before his eyes were stitched shut. He looked specifically for that memory, driving softly over his mind like a cloud.
As if in a dream, Sillamon began to feel himself float - every muscle in his body fully relaxed. His lips began to move as if talking as a strong image of an old, noisy tavern appeared as clear as day. He saw himself sitting at the bar, sweet talking a pair of clamod fenkis, both in their prime, and apparently rather interested in the dwarf. As they giggled at his jokes, a lemur priest brushed by one of them and mumbled something about their lack of virtue.
As the lemur with his fancy red cloak walked away the images of the emerald and gold twist that was sewn into his back caught his eye - but only for a second. Thinking nothing of it, he turned his attention back to his shapely friends. As the one on the right began to stroke his head, the other had taken his mug and hers, then returned with two full mugs. The fine stream of tiny bubbles that rose from the bottom of his mug were far from noticeable - at least in comparison to the glimmer in the eyes of his new friends.
Barsidious felt a pang of inexplicable anger as he realized the fenki were drugging the dwarf. He contained this, ritualistically, methodically moving over Sillamon's mind and continuing to goad the image and memory into formation. He waited, wanting to see it all, wanting to see the truth of what happened to the blind dwarf. The incorporeal being that sat in the back of the audience, watching the evolution and eagerly awaiting the outcome.
As the memory progressed, Sillamon could see that which he had not noticed before. The view of the cackling fenkis from the floor as he looked up, the sensation of them holding him up as the three left the tavern, and the very sound of his own voice hollering and howling about how he was all the man that these women would ever need. Seeing though his eyes once again but with a sound and critical mind, he gasped as he saw the same lemur priest handing a small sack to two young, rough looking men.
Barsidious kept his fingertips pressed against Sillamon's temple. He nods slowly with understanding, and a tear found its way down his cheek where it hung off of his chin and then dripped to the floor. "Ah," he whispered, his voice echoing in the vision. "This is it, isn't it? The consequence of little things, such small mistakes." Disembodied, he coaxed the vision further, wanting to see every detail, every blow, every part.
Sillamon could feel a choking sensation as tears began to roll from his eyes. He saw for the first time, and instantly recognized what he saw. The fenki's handing him over to the two men in exchange for a few circles, the smell of day old beer and sweat as they grabbed his slumped body and dragged him into an alley, then sharp blows that landed on his eyes and cheeks as they beat his face until it was swollen and blue. He could hear their cackling as they held him down with a filthy hand over his mouth to stifle his cries. The pain that followed was like nothing he had ever felt before. The tearing, stabbing pain sent him into shock as they took two sharp sticks and jabbed them into his eyes.
Barsidious raised his other hand to gently stroke at Sillamon's cheek, nodding slowly. Instead of berating him, he offered and exuded a sense of comfort, slowly twining it with the horrible memory. As though trying to build up the dwarf's trust in the sensation, he whispered words of encouragement, speaking about injustice, and again, he prodded the memory into further formation. Yes, he encouraged. Feel the injustice of it. Feel how this needs revenge. Feel the wrongness, the horrible, horrible wrongness of it all...
The memory went black and for a moment, it was as if he was frozen in time. Moments later he could feel his eyelids being pulled, tugged and jerked, followed by a succession of sharp pains that peaked with each tied stitch. He could hear them talking, swearing as they pinched his eyelids shut...and in the distance, a third voice - laughing coldly at his demise. He nodded as Barsidious's prodding, repeating the word, "injustice."
Barsidious decided it was time to take control. He caused the world to spin, a dizzying spell, whirling rapidly. When the momentum ceased, he projected a new world, one where the mighty Sillamon stood, full and healthy, his eyes bright and working. In his hands he held a shimmering blade, and around him the men and the fenkis and the priest stood, helplessly. Into this illusion Barsidious poured white-hot rage, trying to influence the dwarf, to spur him to action. Barsidious "Justice," he whispered, leaning closer to his ear. "Justice."
The word "justice" fell from Sillamon's lips as he stood before the small crowd, clad in bright, gleaming armor. In his hand a blade - long and sharp. He could feel his heart pounding out of his chest, his nostril flaring as a rush of energy rain though his veins like thunder and lightning. And though some part his mind timidly shouted, "Oh please dear gods, no!” his body nonetheless began to charge at them as his arm raised up above his head. He could feel part of himself thirsting for vengeance, while he watched himself in sheer horror - unable to control his thoughts and emotions.
Barsidious smiled to himself, a sad, understanding smile. Into this hesitation he sent a whisper, a reassurance, like a father gently patting his child on the head. "Justice," he whispered again, his breath ghosting from his lips. He placed the fenki before him first, one soft furred clamod. Her eyes went wide as the shimmering blade sliced into her, and as it did, her fur fell out, leaving her a naked, pink sack of flesh. The shriek of the fenki caused the dwarf's heart to shatter as he maimed her further, cutting from her chest down to her cervix. With another impulsive sideways slash he watched as her stomach opened up and her innards spilled out as she wailed and begged for mercy. He wanted to vomit, he couldn't stop shaking inside. The second fenki fell just as quickly - her lobbed off arms hitting the floor first, then her head as he cleaved it clean off. With her blood jetting over his head he turned and saw a figure standing behind him, strange, amorphous. But as he looked, he realized that there was some other presence here, a watcher of this spectacle. He advanced upon it, staring at the garish mask, the tightly clenched hands. And Sillamon the blind dwarf did the unthinkable; he took up his shimmering sword, and sliced towards the mental image that was Barsidious Whiteni.
Barsidious stood in shock as the sword sliced through his phantom image. For a moment it flickered, though being all that it was, illusion, the man merely stood incorporeal for a few moments. It flickered again, and a young, cowering child stood in its place, shrunk into a corner, bleeding from wounds upon his back, before it morphed into the killer again. Slowly, he let the illusion melt away, and he leaned back from Sillamon, studying him with his head craned, not unlike a confused puppy. His past and present were struggling with one another. The synapses of his brain fired and misfired, trying to connect this turn of events with what he understood of reality. He had given the dwarf the chance to give in fully to his own darkness. But instead, he had turned upon the opportunity. Had denied his chance to see the Truth. He had struck out at his own visage, jerked him back into a past that he could hardly bear to recall...
“You're a sick boy,” the man leered, looming over his crumpled form. “A bad one, y'see. Shouldn'ta gone around poking your nose into my business.” A blow landed on his back, one of many, the glass-laced whip cracking smoothly through the air. “You want to take another look, do ye?” The man asked, grabbing the back of his neck, hoisting him into the air so that he was forced to stare at the woman hanging from the barn's rafters. Her neck slit, her eyes wide and lifeless, her beautiful hair unkempt and tossed as though wind-blown to the side. Her hands, his mother's beautiful hands, the fingers curled into rigor mortis, or perhaps as a result of the cold of winter. The rope that bound her like one might bind a deer to allow for the bloodletting...
“You're not gonna tell anybody, are ye, boy?” He was saying, lips by his ear, breath smelling of beer. He shook him till his vision was blurred, his fist slamming into his temple so that his world whirled and he struggled to stay conscious. “Cuz ye're just as bad as I am, you know that? Flesh and blood boy, flesh and blood. We're all sinners on the inside, all black and full of sickness. Ye're gonna learn that, son. Ye're gonna learn that, and I'm gonna teach you.”
The child whimpered, watching his mother's body as a wind blew through an open window and teased it, swinging it limply back and forth. His mouth opened and he let out a keening wail, low and mournful, incoherent and then evolving into a mixture of moaned, devastated words. Something was snapping, something was cracking...
“Why daddy, why daddy, why...”
The killer's head jerked back, eyes widening in shock, hands flapping at the air as if to tear the memory to pieces with his fingers. Slowly he settled into an eerie clam, hardly moving. His chest rose and fell slowly, and he turned sluggish eyes towards Sillamon. He noted with bewilderment that the dwarf held a blade in one hand, very real, not the stuff of a dream. He had a vague notion that he had handed the weapon to the victim, had slid it towards him, half hallucinating, but made no move to take it away. "You are good," he said quietly. There was something strange in his voice; reverence and hatred all at once. "You are good."
Sillamon grabbed the sword with both hands - then winced sharply as the blade cut into the palm of his hand. Touching it again, he began to realize that it was, in fact, a sword. Confused, he he asked, "This isn't...no...it can't be?"
Barsidious glanced towards the weapon. "You are good," he repeated, mechanically. "You cannot be good," he continued. Like a system that can't quite comprehend something out of the norm. He slowly removed his mask, his acid-scarred face became visible. He reached up to touch the shallow cut in his throat, just barely having grazed his skin. Pulling his hand away to glimpse the blood, he repeated, his voice a rasping whisper, "You cannot be here."
The word "justice" continued to throb in Sillamon's mind. Its meaning ran deep into his soul - touching the very root of his being. Gripping the sword he swallowed hard, then spoke. "And you cannot be here either. It's not just." Taking a deep breath he guessed at where Barsidious was, then charged forward with the tip of his sword leading the way.
Barsidious snapped, more than he ever had before. The blade sliced neatly through his shoulder, and he barely registered this pain. His eyes widened a hair, and he looked at Sillamon, watching the blind dwarf with parted lips. Fumblingly, his hand felt for something--a knife, the handle sticking inconspicuously out of the travelsack. He gripped it, pulled it out, and stared at the inky coating. "Evil," he whispered. "I am evil." The new Truth shattered him. He eyed the dwarf where he sat, his blade stuck in his shoulder. "Darkness swallows light," he whispered. Raising the blade above his head, the Ylian moved to bring the poisoned knife down, and drive it into the dwarf's back. As he did, he sobbed, a gut-wrenching sound, screaming unintelligibly. "Wicked! Wicked! The darkness in the soul!"
With a breath stealing cry, Sillamon fell to his knees as the dagger blade slid clean into his flesh and the weight of Barsidious's fist produced a loud thud as the knife slammed against his back.
Barsidious stared Sillamon in the face, the fingers on his still mobile hand trembling, raising up to touch against his cheek. "I'm sorry," he said, tears flowing freely from his eyes, catching in his craggy flesh. "I'm sorry," he repeated, a mantra, over and over. With the arm that was still mobile, he wrapped the dwarf in an embrace, and released an animalistic scream that echoes off of the walls of the sewers. The filamentous fissures in his mind cracked wide open as his Truth crumpled away, leaving only one reality in its wake. I am the evil, I am the darkness, I am the sin.
Sillmon began to scream in horror, but the sound was somewhat muted – as he was barely able to draw breath. He coughed painfully as a bloody, foamy trail slipped from his mouth and drizzled down his neck. With a gurgling, wet sound he howled in agony; he cried out to Xiosia for help, but none was found. Within seconds, his howling stopped and his body collapsed into his killer's warm embrace. As his life faded, his hands went limp - letting the sword drop to the floor with a sad, metallic clang.
Barsidious cradled the dying dwarf in his hands, unmindful of the wound in his own shoulder. His thumb caressed the dwarf's face as he spoke. "I will bring them to me," he said, and a smile curled his lips. "Bring them to me, kill me, kill me," he added, singing softly. "I'll plant you bright and beautiful on the fountain, and I'll take HER, and they will come. And kill me. Kill the evil."
Barsidious slowly drew the dagger from Sillamon's body. He began to care for him, pulling something out of his travelsack. Two crystal diamonds, beautiful, and shimmering, he placed them within the open sockets of the dwarf's eyes. “I killed the light,” he wailed, rising to his feet and limping out of the sewers. “I've killed the light, killed the light...”