Thank you all for your words my friends. Kind or Unkind matter not to me and never did. But the fact that you deemed me worth your words is more than enough.
Well first I\'d like to discuss the Cabal a bit.
Yes I know I started the Cabal. I had a goal in mind for it. But as the show got on the road, the actors collected and the caravan grew. What started with me, grew beyond me very soon. Cabal is the Cabali and not Auran. The Cabal is beyond and over me. I was just one of the numerous pilllars of its halls. Then I saw my support wasn\'t needed and numerous other shoulders now supported that onus that I once carried. Thus I rest. Having carried it far I wish to go no further. I was not The Cabal. I was little beyond the public relations officer. The eyes that spied were not mine. The hands that acted were not mine. Everyone mostly knows far too little to pass any judgement. Now that my face will not be there it will be replaced. Trust me. The Cabal shouldn\'t be wanting for capable people.
However evilly I may have acted, can you ever recall me as having lied? Why do you doubt my words now then? When I started I told you that the Cabal will see guilds eaten inside out and razed to dust. Most of you were incredulous about our ability or even the feasibility of such a plan. Do you not see how that is a reality now? What else I say will also be a reality sooner or later. But meanwhile I cease to be a part of that cataclysm. My role has ended. The Wheels are in motion and with proper guidance they will reach their goal. Time will reveal all.
Now I will reply to some of the things people among you have chosen to express:
Moogla:
I am then justified in all I have done since I have regained your friendship. There is nothing more I can ask. You are too kind to me little miss. Me a manifestation of language? Proficiency I will admit but beyond that I cannot justly accept. Maybe its just because you love me so that my words appear an orchestrated symphony to your ears. Love is a poor and partial judge madam. And that is precisely why I can never dislike you or yours.
Venge:
You are a player Venge. Like it or not you have no choice but to be one. You will understand how is it that i speak of. You are many things but not lacking in intelligence;).
Penance? Repentance? Self-flagellation? What ever gave you that notion. I apologise for nothing. I repent nothing. The only thing that i ever felt bad about was having moogle feel sad. But there was reason behind what I did then. And since I have her again I don\'t repent anything. In the same situation I would do again what i did then. I end Auran the Corruptor now because I no longer need him.
And lastly I must thank you for thinking my post good enough to get everyone misty eyed;).
Annah:
Yes Brother I do believe in somethings being more important than power. I did what I did because I had chosen the task of roleplaying Evil. Whether I performed adequately is for you to judge and not for me to tell. But I will say this:
Good must always win in the end. Without good winning where is the hope. A good story never ends in hopelessness. I think a little more respect is due to people who RP evil. Rping evil is not just about being jerks or having fun or playing cliched stereotypes. It involves the great sacrifice of playing the side destined to lose. All great evil roleplayers I have known, took the dive and let good win just to keep that hope alive. The lesson must always be that however black the night the sun always rises at the end of it. But mind it that good must struggle for all that it holds sacred and never give up even in its darkest hour. The role of evil is to make people appreciate good and strive to be so .
Good and bad are like day and night. Never should good reign for too long nor should evil be eternal. That doesn\'t make for a good game and when it all is said it is the game that is the most important. Over guilds, over players, the triumph must be of the game.
That said I will conclude for now. I will be around and hopefully serve this game and community in my humble capability. But for god\'s sake lighten up. I was beginning to think I had died or summing what with all the farewells and wellwishes
:D. I am beyond needing luck. I am Auran aren\'t I? All i need are friends which i see I have no dearth of.
