[OOC, but very important: The opinions expressed in this story are those of the characters and not necessarily those of their players.]
Sluuph meditated long, giving devote prayer and careful thought to her ideas. She talked through them with the guild's new High Priestess, but wanted still more advice on a subject of such importance. So it was that when she discovered Roled working by Gardr, she quietly took a seat and waited for a safe moment to speak.
Roled saw her before that moment arrived. "Oh! Lady Sluuph! Ye surprised me!" he cried as he dropped steel stock on his foot. "Ouch!" He jumped around in pain.
Sluuph laughed as she cast a small healing spell on Roled's foot. "I was just asking Gardr to store some stuff for me in preparation for our rededication ceremony. I do hope you will be able to join us."
Sluuph watched for a moment as Roled moved glowing metal objects about. "Roled, you know Xiosia well. And you've known the Daughters longer than I have. Now that the house has been retaken -- by Dannae and me -- I find that there are a large number of powerful people who consider themselves our protectors and are upset to hear us talking of becoming a little more resistant to attack, conquest, and enslavement." She smiled in self-deprecation. "Not that I'm slanting the question or anything. But that ... surprises me. What went wrong, that these protectors were not available before our straits became so dire that we had to take up arms ourselves?"
Roled snorted. "Aye, Lady Sluuph, that has many answers. Ye will find that there be many of us who care deeply fer the DOX."
"I do not doubt for a single heartbeat that there are many who care deeply for the DOX. Not one heartbeat. But it was Dannae and I who went through that door."
"I went through the door the day before ye did, with swords drawn. Did Dannae not tell ye?"
Sluuph was taken aback with surprise. "No. I did not know."
"I also sat outside ye house door for one whole night after ye were returned, and after Teshia were attacked and the DOX sheltered her. Did ye not know this? And I gathered the Crystal Custos to search out what we thought were a poison or charm within ye."
Sluuph holds up her hands in surrender, but Roled's sudden rage could not be stopped.
"Who searched fer ways to help ye? Elady! Qata! Mordaan! Residren! Sacho! Chessire! Me! Who went and got the guards when Ahriman paraded ye back into town! Who tried to convince the guards to keep Ahriman under lock and key? Who then
insisted no wrong had been done them and freed Ahriman?
Ye did!"
Roled paused for breath and seemed to calm himself a bit. "Please fergive me losing my temper with ye just now. May I buy ye both a drink and some dinner at the Stonehead?" He bowed humbly to Sluuph and set a gentle hand on her shoulder.
Sluuph nodded. "I would love to."
"Good! Let's sit and work this out please Lady S?"
They walked up the short ramp and were greeted as the entered by Elady, the former High Priestess of the Daughters, who had left the guild when Ahriman was allowed into their house. "Sluuph, good to see you again."
Sluuph sighed as she adjusted the cushions on the bench.
"Anything wrong, Sluuph? Can I get you anything?"
"I would love a cider, Elady."
"One cider and one tea for Roled. Anything for you, Tess?"
Tessra blushed, shaking her head. "Oh, no, no, thank you."
Roled continued, "Elady, perhaps some food too? Oh stew or maybe some...." He added to no one's surprise, "...pie?" He looked hopeful.
Elady left and Roled turned to Sluuph, clearing his throat.
She began. "So, Roled. You were losing your temper on me, which I deserve."
Elady returned and began distributing mugs.
Roled lifted his glass "Here's to Lady Tessra fer passing her examinations!"
Tessra blushed, looking down at her hands.
Elady and Sluuph joined the toast. "To Lady Tessra!"
Roled continued, "And here to the freeing of the Daughters of Xiosia from that terrible evil."
Tessra nodded emphatically at Roled's words.
Roled continued the toast. "And here's to the reuniting of the DOX and Elady!" Roled raised his glass and drinks emphatically.
Sluuph stared into her mug.
Elady looked at Roled with surprise. "I think there is still the issue of Ahriman to deal with first. How are your, ah, party plans coming, Sluuph?"
Sluuph looked baffled. "Issue? Party? I don't understand."
Roled added, "Oh, ye do not know? Sluuph should tell ye...." He sipped his tea, looking at the women.
Tessra looked from Sluuph to Elady to Roled, unsure what any of this meant.
Sluuph said, "Um. I'm confused, so I'll back up, probably too far. Dannae and I independently came up with the same plan to pin Ahriman to a place where we could control the situation. So we voted to let him into the house. If he left, he would not be able to get back in. Elady was upset, but we could not tell her what we were doing. She left the guild."
Tessra looked at Elady wide-eyed. Elady shrugs and looks down at the table. "I didn't understand. I thought Ahriman had gotten to everyone but me."
Sluuph said, "A few days later, Dannae and I heard, again separately, that Ahriman was planning to invite the Hydlaa underworld to our home for a party to gloat over his conquest of us. We decided that we could wait no longer.
Sluuph looked over at the Dermorian. "And, Roled, this goes to what you were saying earlier. Dannae and I felt that we were alone. That we had no supporters. Well, that's not completely true. When I mentioned our plans at Harnsie's, we had plenty of supporters. Including your sister, Tessra."
Tessra burst out, "Tesh was there?!"
Sluuph said, "But in the end, it was Dannae and me who went through the door."
Elady looked confused. "I told both you and Dannae I would do what I could to help."
Sluuph said, "We could not find you, and felt we could not wait. And we were right -- he was already digging around in our ... our things."
Tessra's eyes widened in horror, as she pressed a hand to her lips. Elady simply looked disgusted.
"And now that Dannae and I have retaken the guild house -- by force of arms -- we find that many people are shocked, unhappy, disapproving, of our actions.
Tessra exclaimed, "But... but he is gone now? You have saved the virtue of the priestesses!"
Sluuph looked bewildered. "They seem to feel that we have damaged our guild in some way. He is gone. Our possessions seem to have been recovered. But I need to understand what I have done."
Elady said in a reasonable voice, "Much like Xiosia followers sometimes have to fight to defend nature, so you had to fight to protect the sanctuary of the house. As with all things with the Goddess it is the balance that is important."
Tessra said, "I am sure the Goddess herself will understand...." and nodded to Elady. "Even in nature there is a cycle...."
Sluuph said, "Thank you, Elady. That is what I believe. And that, too, Tessra."
Elady grinned, trying to lighten the mood. "I'm just thankful I don't have to wear that dress to that party!"
Sluuph stated firmly, "I do not believe it is wrong to fight and to kill and if need be to die to defend one's home. And so I say this: I will defend the Daughters. I will place myself between them and their enemies. I hope I can remain in the guild while I do that."
Tessra nodded quickly to Sluuph.
Elady said, "It is a shameful thing that there was the need for violence in the house but it sounds like it was justified in your actions, Sluuph. I doubt the Daughters will kick you out."
Roled tore off a hunk of pie, dipped it in the stew, and munched slowly, listening to the women.
Then Tessra mused, "You told Teshia something once... and she never forgot it. You said that some even go so far as to believe that Xiosia and Dakkru are one and the same.... With all creation, there must be a death..."
Roled looked at Tess wide-eyed.
Sluuph corrected Tessra in a gentle voice, "I don't believe They are the same. But They are sisters." She turned to Roled, waiting for him to swallow the bite of pie. "What do you say to a Daughter with an axe, Roled?"
Roled answered slowly his words soft but his voice hard, "Sluuph, 'tis not my place to judge. It just took me by surprise 'tis all, Sluuph, last night at the oathing, fer ye to bear the axe and not the charmflower...." He turned to look Elady in the eye, and repeated with emphasis. "Last night at the DOX Oathing and Induction in the Garden."
Elady's face tightened in shock.
Sluuph, unaware of these first breaths of the rising storm, boasted, "Even when some seek to destroy us, we grow. Elady, I stood in the roots of the ruqua and held the labrys. And the Daughters initiated two new members while I stood as Guardian."
Tessra agreed, "Surely there is a time even for the axe?"
Roled looked sharply at the student. "Aye, indeed... and a time fer peace and cleansing."
Sluuph continued in her naivete, "Aye! And I will be doing that as well."
Elady looked sad as she pointed out, "There has never been a need for a 'Guardian' in the past. It saddens me to feel there was the feeling that one was needed this time."
Tessra asked, "But, Elady, has there ever before been such an attack on the Daughters?"
Sluuph went on, "I spent last night in the Garden purifying my spirit. Tonight I purify the house. Evict his stench. Tomorrow, I reconsecrate and seal it."
Roled asked sharply, "Sluuph, ye alone?"
Sluuph instantly replied, "No."
Roled asked again, as is if unable to hear Sluuph any more, "Ye alone does this?"
Sluuph repeated, "No! As many of the Daughters as can attend should." She stared at Roled, sensing a change coming over him. "But it seems that I am the one who most feels it necessary. And I do feel it necessary. I cannot sleep in that place now."
Elady agreed, "I mentioned to Dannae when last we talked that a ceremony to resantify the house would probably be a good idea."
And Tessra also added, "It is time for the house to have a new beginning... just as the daughters have new found freedom...."
Roled, however, was not hearing what was being said. He took a deep breath. "Ye have been through much, beloved Daughter of Xiosia. But ne'er before have I ever heard
any Daughter refer to sacred ceremonies as "I will do this or that". 'Twas always 'We will...we shall...' not 'I...'."
Sluuph looked worried at the one she called a friend. "Roled, I hear you. May I tell you why I say it the way I do?"
Roled nodded, his face grim.
Sluuph watched him carefully as she explained. "Because the Daughters are riddled with doubt and distrust. Because with the single exception of Dannae, I do not know who I can count on to be true."
Roled looked significantly to Elady. Tessra frowned, watching Roled.
Sluuph continued. "Ellessa and Leicace I presume to be loyal, but they are so new they do not know how to help. Elady has my deepest respect, but Elady is not a Daughter of Xiosia."
Elady drew herself up and instructed Sluuph. "Remember the Daughters are supposed to act as a group, every Daughter getting an equal say in how the guild is run."
"Even the ones under the control of evil forces? So if Ahriman had gained control of a majority of Daughters, he would be the legitimate Lord of the house?"
Elady retorted, "If the Daughters don't follow their own rules then there are no Daughters."
Sluuph snapped back, "Our rules are not a suicide pact. And if they are, then I will be Her priestess still but Her Daughter no longer."
Elady said, "That is not for you to decide on your own, Sluuph. That is for the guild as a whole to discuss and vote on."
Sluuph repeated, "Then I will be Her priestess still but Her Daughter no longer. That
is for me to decide on my own. Just as it was yours to decide on your own, Elady."
Tessra begged Sluuph, "Talk to the other Daughters. I think you will find they feel as you do."
Sluuph answered Tessra but looked at Roled and Elady. "I have been talking to them at great length. They do."
"Then it seems like the proper thing should be done and a meeting called and votes taken. Not a single person stating on their own what needs to be done." Elady stated.
Sluuph repeated her concern again, "And if those votes are for turning the guild over to Ahriman? What then, Elady? Our rules cannot be a suicide pact."
Elady stated the obvious, "If changes need to be made, then so be it, but those changes need to be voted on and discussed openly between all Daughters."
Sluuph shook her head in confusion. "Elady, I must have been unclear. Please let me explain. I am not attempting to dictate anything to the guild." She looked around her, seeing only disturbed faces. She began to wonder if the words she was speaking were the words that reached their ears. She continued. "Everything I have said, has been said to the guild. Even in the Garden, I asked all the Daughters present if they wanted me to stand as I did. Their approval was unanimous. That I need to purify my home before I can sleep in it again is my personal problem. That the house will be reconsecrated has been unanimously agreed to."
Roled stuffed another piece of stew sodden pie in his mouth, his face dark.
Sluuph looked each in the eyes and sighed. "So I'm wondering why you think I'm the new Ahriman, giving orders like some sort of tyrant."
Elady ignored all that Sluuph had explained. "It is disturbing to hear you saying I'm going to do this and I'm going to do that. Especially for something so important as sanctifying the house."
Realizing that communication was no longer possible, Sluuph said, "I'm sorry. I came for advice. Instead I've angered you. Thank you for the cider, Elady.
Roled stopped her. "Do ye really wish my advice, Sluuph?
"I have been trying to ask for it for some hours."
Roled looked at Sluuph, then at Elady, then at Tess. "This be what I know to be true. I know that Ahriman be the most evil sorcerer we have seen in a while. I know that ye Sluuph, and Narthen and Dannae and Zayla all succumbed to his torture. I know that that injury is not quickly healed, e'en if the mind be healed. And I know that Elady is a true Daughter of Xiosia, and the Highest Priestess, and has taught me much about our Lady."
Sluuph was expressionless, her eyes resting calmly on Roled's. Tessra looked wide-eyed from Roled to Sluuph.
Sluuph calmly stated a fact. "Elady has left the guild, Roled."
Elady put in, "I had hopes of returning to the guild but I'm beginning to wonder if that will be possible now."
Roled went on, "I know that Elady has truly the heart of Xiosia in our world. She only left the guild because of the evil those who were under the spell were bringing on yerselves. I know that the Goddess Xiosia has talked directly to Elady, has blessed her and has given her her ring as a sign of bonding. And I know Elady and Siteya founded the Daughters. So my advice is, Sluuph, submit yerself to Elady."
Sluuph looked down, her jaw setting. "And agree to the suicide pact."
Roled continued, "Take time to pray and heal. Take time to heal the other Daughters. Bring Elady back into the DOX. And each of ye find the Peace of Xiosia."
Sluuph stared at Roled, stammering, "I
am healing the other Daughters. I
am healing the guild. I have bled and wept and been tortured for the Daughters!"
Roled snarled, "Ye are
not healing the guild, Sluuph! Ye are tearing the Guild apart! Just as Ahriman wishes ye to! Ye are still doing the
will of Ahriman -- yer captor."
Sluuph's jaw dropped in shock and disbelief as Roled's slander ripped into her. His cruel words felt like teeth tearing her open from heart to womb. An eon of agony passed before she could force her shaking legs to lift her from the bench and flee from the one she had trusted to be a friend and mentor. She staggered blindly down the steep ramp from the Stonehead, scalding tears pouring down her cheeks.