When I voted and posted, I was hoping my decision to be shared by most of you (as anyone would). But more than that, I truly wanted to read about the underlying reasons for each one's decision.
By watching the numbers grow, so did my disappointment and sometimes I even felt worse, particularly while reading some derailments towards language references which have absolutely nothing to do with the poll or thread.
As I expect you all did, I was positively surprised and to some point, amazed while reading the poll's 'requiem'. If Xillix analysis was a result of the evolution of the thread itself, then it is good that we have such individual working 'for us' for free. But if it was an articulated setup conceived from the start, then I'm more than happy and somehow proud to be around.
Sometimes we forget that these guys take this thing seriously and believe that whatever happens against our desire is like a personal offense towards us and we get up in arms immediately.
While getting near the 100 vote, I couldn't avoid to feel a bit awkward to the point that I thought the outcome would result in perhaps a new poll like ''Queen of Fools' focus" and perhaps the question would read: "Do you think Xillix is costing PS players?".. I'm serious!
And perhaps it did.. (I'm still serious) As it did a great invitation for me to revise my approach, I hope it helped you to at least meditate about yours. And then you may decide if staying on this endeavor.
Although my questions were not answered for some being derailing the thread or maybe cux of the stupid things I ask, I still think this experience is worth every penny.
When I came into this game, I had a personal guide. Someone willing to teach me about this world and I cannot be more grateful for all the fun I got for nothing.. I hope my silly jokes did pay the favor, specially when I took my first step ever in RPing: "I can't speak PlaneShiftian" which may sound as the most OOClyish thing ever but hey! I may not be excellent or competent but I'm present! and yes, I did better later on. And I do keep my logs from those days.. I still smile when reading my first words: "What the %^$# is this $&!^" No one was around, luckily.
I followed my friends and most admired guildmates when our guild exploded for selfish reasons and then their guild fell for the same ones (ain't it odd?) to another MMORPG but I came back almost immediately. Reason: Respect for my character. My comrades know very well what I mean. This epoch I go solo but I kept myself part of the guild till my character felt otherwise. I know in my char's heart we all felt bad at that moment but the persons in front of their keyboards only expressed it OOCly.. At those moments is when RP is most useful.
Too much drama?.. yes.. bt since I can't play now (puter issues) I have enough time even for that! I hope U have some to kep reading
RolePlay: To express your character's way to be.
I could give you all some advise: Recall your first time in here or try to focus on the moment you fell for it.. and duplicate that for a noob. My character did that a few times and I'm still receiving the thanyous (which sometimes catch me off base for not recalling their names). Even though my char's style may not be the friendliest most of the time.
I tried this game because I was lurking @ mininova and it was listed as top dwnld.. so I gave it a try. I hope this helps at least for where to promote or something.
I have only recomended this game to one person (seriously) just because I found that one to be the perfect fit. English is not her language or mine and I told her she could learn from the whole experience.. now, she seems more devoted than me.
If you see Neoma, tell her I said "muickkk!"
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