Well im not realy coming back... i sortta quit, with out telling any one, well not realy quit just faded off one day, at the time i was and still am having a hard time with the house move and adjusting to teh new place (its friggin FREEZEING down here) sicne we live close to a snow capped mountain. Not to mention emotional stress which has a habit of killing any desire or creativity in me (First it was my grand parents dieing within 4 months of one another 2 years ago, then a cousin around my age died a couple of months latter (the only cousin I realy had anything to do with on my mothers families side) then finding out the girl I had my very first crush on (yes it took me 22 years to finaly experiance the feeling of Love, im a litle slow) at work already had a boyfriend (I didnt have the guts to act and strike up a friendship anyway the 2 years before when i started the job there). And now the last 6 months prepareing and doing the house move (culminating in 4 days of pure hell and confusion starting tuesday 2 weeks ago when we moved out on the final day in the old house). Me starting work in the PS team fell after most of that and before the closing months of teh house move... so im (at the moment) completely beat, un-interested and un-motivated, drained realy... havent drawn a thing in months... and I suppose thats why ive gone back to playing EverQuest, since it numbs me enough to forget my worries.
WHo knows, if PS needs some finalising models done or optimizing of exsisting ones I might help out... but im kinda out of it realy. Came in to the forums to see how things are progress. Havent been in teh chat channel for ages just incase I run into Talad (yes im one of those that avoids the people i think ive let down).
Any enough of my life story, there doing a good job, delays are inevitable but I look forward to some day playing the finnished product, and i think Thekkur has learnt and come a long in the 3D department, hes got the determination to see it through...
